my blog :D

will be posted whenever i remember... warning: my life is pretty boring, so there won't be a lot of these :/

august 6th 2026 - MY BIRTHDAY!!!

yup you heard that right, today is my birthday!!!! yay!!!!!! joy!!!!! i've already gotten a bunch of messages from friends and family wishing me a happy day so that's fun. i haven't gotten any gifts yet tho, but i'm very excited to get them!!!!

to be honest, my birthdays haven't been as exciting in the last few years compared to when i was i kid. of course when i was a kid i was generally happier so everything was more exciting, but still, i wish i could have the same joy. i think this is because 1. it's harder to get me gifts. when i was little, you just needed to buy me anything pokemon related and i would be more than happy. but now? good luck finding a cd of a band i like or anything vocaloid related. because of this, most of the time i have to find myself the gifts i like, which makes it way less exciting when i get them. 2. i don' fucking have friends. now don't get me wrong, i do have a few friends, but compare that to when i was younger and current me looks like an antisocial freak (which i am but whatever) MY POINT IS that i have basically no one to invite to a birthday party, which means i don't throw them which means im sadder. 3. everything was just better when i was younger. young me didn't have the reincarnation of hell in his phone (twitter) so he didn't know all the evil and fucked up things going on in the world (i could hear maybe some of them thru the news but it wasn't constant like now). young me didn't have depression or anything like that, he just lived life.

ANYWAYS sad shit aside, i can't wait to have my gifts finally hehe :3 ok that's all byeeeee

july 8th 2026 - first blog!!!!!

hello!!! this in the first entry of my blog in my site!! wow!!!! i'll try to write these as often as i can, but like i said, my life is boring, especially now on summer. i can't go anywhere cuz it's too hot, so i'm just stuck in my house all day... uhm, i've never had a blog or diary or something similar, so i don't really know what to write here XD lately i've been kinda depressed cuz i have NO ONE to hang out with, and as much as like being alone, it kinda gets boring after a while... i really want to make more friends but i don't know how, that's what i get for being an introvert i guess. i don't know what else to write, so bye to whoever is reading this (which i hope is atleast 1 person).